My heart hurts so bad, I have all this love left to give you and now I don't know what to do with it now that you're gone. Colors are dull, the stars aren't aligning, and time isn't healing. You were my first bestfriend, the person I confined in, and my whole life revolved around you.. it still does.
Love, your baby sis xx
There's not one second in my life that goes by that's the same anymore. I've never hurt so bad and it gets worse day by day . I wish I had even 5 more min to hold him and love him and hug him and tell him how much he really meant to me. He was my favorite person and I'll miss him like crazy every single day. I gotta do my best to make change in his honor and parent his kids the best way this uncle knows how. But I promise you this my Lil buddy not one day ever went by I didn't want you by my side. I love you forever and if it's the last thing I do its make our family and your kids a happier family because after this I could never imagine this hurt again.
